Direction of my Life

Am I headed towards the right direction? It has been almost a year. I have found new activities to keep myself busy and I have nearly dropped them all. Maybe it's the Winter, maybe it's me. But right now, I feel like a lazy bum. I feel like I'm wasting my life away. I want to do more and I want someone beside me to do it with me; whether it be a new hobby or a life changing experience. Significant other? Maybe. Or maybe just a best friend. Someone I can rely on that will stick beside me no matter what.

Right now, all I really want to do is leave everything behind and travel to a new place. A place where I can just get away from everything for a year or two and experience something new, something crazy, something exciting, something different. As much as I want to do that, I don't think it's really the right time. If only I was fortunate enough like other people that are monetarily well off... For now, I can just slug through it. Maybe one day when my mind is about to explode... Or when I save up enough to get away and not have my parents and family worry about me. I'm so sick of Massachusetts. As much as I like my job and friends, I'm really sick of the environment around me. I'm so sick of the games I play. I'm so sick of the internet. I want something fresh. I want to pack up and go far far away. Away. Far away. No technology. No stress. No worries.

One day.

Some day.