Singletine's Day

Never falling in love ever again. Shit's scary.

Spent the night with my 2 bestest friend in the whole wide world cuz that's love too <35ever

Direction of my Life

Am I headed towards the right direction? It has been almost a year. I have found new activities to keep myself busy and I have nearly dropped them all. Maybe it's the Winter, maybe it's me. But right now, I feel like a lazy bum. I feel like I'm wasting my life away. I want to do more and I want someone beside me to do it with me; whether it be a new hobby or a life changing experience. Significant other? Maybe. Or maybe just a best friend. Someone I can rely on that will stick beside me no matter what.

Right now, all I really want to do is leave everything behind and travel to a new place. A place where I can just get away from everything for a year or two and experience something new, something crazy, something exciting, something different. As much as I want to do that, I don't think it's really the right time. If only I was fortunate enough like other people that are monetarily well off... For now, I can just slug through it. Maybe one day when my mind is about to explode... Or when I save up enough to get away and not have my parents and family worry about me. I'm so sick of Massachusetts. As much as I like my job and friends, I'm really sick of the environment around me. I'm so sick of the games I play. I'm so sick of the internet. I want something fresh. I want to pack up and go far far away. Away. Far away. No technology. No stress. No worries.

One day.

Some day.

Mmmm

Just like any other day. It's okay.

Always in her Shadow...

Ever since we were little kids... It seems like I'm always living in her shadows; envious of everything she has or get in her life. She's always one step ahead of me no matter how much effort I put into everything I do. The family love I wanted, the career path I chose, what car I drive... She's the closest person in my life, yet, I see her... As someone who will always be more successful than I am in every way possible. So much more successful that I'm just living in her shadows picking up the remaining.

I just bought a car today, but it was something she wanted. I needed a car and she's going to get the 2014 version.

感謝上帝

Thank you, Lord.