A Delete Button for my Brain

I want to love again. But I don't want to love again. I don't ever want to love again. I want to delete that part of my brain so I will never have to think about it again. I don't want to be bothered about it ever again. I don't want it plaguing my mind again. I don't want to feel it ever again. I don't want to hurt again. I don't want it. How do I create such button?